Rambles

Frankly I don't really write on here anymore, just when I want to rant anonymously per se, or so it seems.

I'm on anti-anxiety medication these days which does help but at times I still feel like I have done before.

I still don't exist on my college peers radar- or rather I do just they rather wish I didn't exist- judging by the actions they make around me it sometimes seems it's not that I don't exist on their radar but rather than they are more...jealous. Unfortunately, I happen to be a pupil who often get's top marks in class- even though myt attendance isn't fab- and to them I guess they are irked because it might seem like I'm not even trying- which is far from true. I regularly do my course work during evenings or any free time I have- something I am guessing most of my peers do not do- hell they don't really do a lot in college- most of the time they are mucking about whilst I'm sitting there busily tapping away at my work- which is probably why I am always the first in class to finish- everytime. In fact the majority either hand in late or haven't at all yet- so why am I surprised?? Ironically these are the kind of people in my class whom like to lie- yes lie- that they are the best in class with fab grades- yet amusingly they only state certain topics whilst brushing the others over with a brush- as it is the two most arrogant in the class- well- they think they are the best purely on equipment alone- like- a L series Lens or a "pro" camera makes all the difference- whatever happened to meanings?

Talking of the two arrogants- well let's just say that's partially the reason for me updating- this person is always right- even when they aren't and refuse to take no for any answer. In one breath they seem to more than happy that an image of there's is circling on the net on wallpaper websites etc, and yet they got irked at a pro photography for "stealing there image"- even though said image in question whilst the idea is the same it's not identical and has been done by thousands before- the fact that the person in question kept with the it's my image even though seasons, lights, composition of the building etc were different I'll never know- well Delirious is one word I could describe them as. Me also pointing this fact out irked them, and they got so antsy in there pantsy that they deleted me so I couldn't comment anymore- ironically I think being an ex-journo student does make me more knowledgeable on copyright and theft and what does and doesn't constitute. Anyway, kinda made me laugh as person in question was still ranting about this at college even saying I was in cahoots with the pro, I have never seen any of the person's in questions work before. It just irks me that people like that are so god-damn narrow minded they won't allow free speech if it goes against what they are saying- mind you if they continue this in years to come- well let's just say I foresee them getting sued for slander, just because a reverse image search tells you it's the same it's not looking at anything but the image and if your taking a well-known building it's more than likely to pop up- like if you do product photography...

Anyway I guess it is kind of amusing as potentially if I stay on and they do too, then well they'll have to put up with me for another 2 whole years- hooray for that...